First fight

You don't know you are both fight until after she stops responding to what you are saying. Yes giving you the silent treatment. I never intended to hurt anybody's feeling at least not intentionally. Being in a new relationship is kinda hard to know when you have really pushed her buttons.

This is because I didn't realize I hurt her  feelings not after she stopped talking to me. After I realize she has stopped I try to get her to talk then it turns into an argument that I wasn't even seeing coming but it hit me hard on the face.

Queer Boi

Years Later

It has been a long journey. I have morphed from the little college girl who discovered boys to the confused Lesbian and then to the the queer Boi I am today. I return today because along the way I found myself but lost a lot about myself. I return to my first love of writing and how I talked about my emotions and the state of my heart. Just when I started this lovely abandoned blog I just met a beautiful sexy girl and I was over the moon. I used to be an avid poet well that hobby or rather that writer's block has been on for the last three years.
Today I return a wounded bird with a broken heart, bitter attitude and a demolished ego and a few other things that can't come to mind currently. I have been stepped on, trashed and chewed then spit out like an unwanted piece of food. Gross I Know. This is my journey to heal.I hope months later I will return to this post and be happy about the progress I made.

Currently I hate the beautiful girl who I  shall call  Raven.  I don't think I can love again how I did. I was a loyal , faithful and the most constant variable in her life and years later she treated me like a field slave. Although, I hope  I can reconcile with my heart and all this pain, hate and despair I carry in my heart.

Queer Boi.