I am going to be recounting my journey and my awakening of coming to terms with who I am. If the content on here displeases you ; please you are not obliged to stay. Finder other stuff to maroon over. I am a young adult who just joined the world of adulthood just recently left my teens years (I know go me yay!!! you can dance with your pom pom supporting me if you like- I wouldn't mind.)
Yes I am female and yes I have a weakness for other females big deal get over it already.
Growing up so sheltered did not help make my journey any easier. Just like every other kid at least that's how I thought every one was; at the ripe age of my college years I discovered boys. Oh No!!! sigh. Before you get it twisted stick around to hear for more will yah? OK discovering the attraction to boys was new and fascinating plus everyone was doing it so nice so fresh so new so wonderful I thought. It was for the most part of it anyways.
Yeah living in the world of Disney world didn't help either. I did believe in happy endings to everything and boy was I surprised as I grew up that life can be so unfriendly. The happy endings come with grieve and pain after a lot of faint unsettleness has occurred.
I have been a big fan of admiring women for as long as I can remember but I never saw the signs then. What a bummer that was for me at least that's how i look at it now. When watching movies i would be so fascinated by the female leading characters especially if they happened to be pretty and being the internet was also growing and being popular thanks to Imdb.com you get to know everything about actor/tress.
Checking out girls when you go out with your supposedly boyfriend is not funny. Especially if its the cute straight girl who lives on your block and you both are lusting for her......tbc
